There is a passage in Isaiah that initially made me want to kick the Israelites. On closer examination, it made me want to kick myself.
In Isaiah 30:15-16 God gives the secret to rest and internal peace. “In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and confidence shall be your strength.” But you would not, and you said, “No, for we will flee on horses”- Therefore you shall flee! And, “We will ride on swift horses“- Therefore those who pursue you shall be swift!”
The Israelites were looking to Egypt for their security and strength. It made sense politically, It made sense on a rational, strategic level. God was telling them that their peace would never be found in another nation- regardless how strong they are. The only way to be saved and have rest is to return to God and let Him be their strength.
Nearly four years ago my husband hit a wall. And then he hit the floor- literally. The perfect storm had been brewing: a busy ministry, expectations from others that were raised each time some were met, some painful confrontations and hard staff decisions, working 60 hour weeks and still treading water, and then the looming September which would only bring more intensity. Read the rest of this entry