“No matter how many kids you have, it feels like you’re at capacity.”

When I heard this a week ago I skimmed it and remembered soon after I had Darla and was pacing the floor in the evening hoping that the screaming would stop.  I thought, How will I have more children and be able to do this again?  She was the most high maintenance of my babies and I was learning that I do not do well on less than 8 hrs of sleep.  Yet I knew I didn’t want her to be an only child so out of determination more than anything, I vowed to do it again anyway. Read the rest of this entry